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Happy New Year!!! 

So what is it? What do you want from me? Why are you making me go through this? When are you going to finish it with me? When is my agony and pain going to end? 

With so many questions in my heart,  I am going to end my year. For whom are this questions? Why are they so negative? No I don’t want to carry a hangover of my immoral deeds and  negative shadows hanging on my ankle and enter in coming  year. 

To be frank not much is going to change in this coming year,  within me,  with me and broadly speaking with the whole world also. 

This year ends and a new year starts, so let’s start fresh with new dreams,  resolutions  and ambitions – this all is a saga of time defined and described by humans, divided in years to make it countable to record history and major events in it. 

But the truth is our universe is completely unaware of it.  It has it’s own clock in which  this one year of mankind – 365 torturous, joyful and adventurous  days is just a mere speck on his timeline.

 So a major change to happen in our world will ultimately  require more than a year. In fact changes are happening now and it is so slow and gradual that we mankind are completely  unaware of it. The outcome of this changes on our world will be faced by generations to come and many years from now. 

But till then, like a typical human,  I am also completely engrossed in my gone year problems and asking my life,   when is she going to finish playing with me? And enrich me with its beauty and guide me to my destiny. 

I hope in this coming year she does that with me and I hope with everyone  around me too. What I am asking from my life is not so much at all,  because if our world is a small speck in our universe then how tiny our life might be in this universe and how micro our wishes may be. 

So let’s embrace our life  in this coming year with no questions,  blame and anger, on the contrary  embrace her with happiness,  innocence and love. 

Wish you all a very happy new year all my fellow bloggers and I will pray for you all. Let love and peace reside and blossom in every mankind heart in this coming year. 

Amen. 

 

You and  Me 

You are there,  yes you are there in me, first you where in my heart,  now in my womb. 

You are the one with whom I share my heart, you maybe the only one visiting my tomb. 

You and me share heartbeat and soul,  you and me feed together for each other. 

You and me are under  the divine grace,  you and me will be taken care forever by your father. 

Your twirls,  everyday are getting faster within,  kicks of your are mine most pleasurable  pain. 

You are safe my love have no worries, very soon you will be ours most treasured gain. 

This one is for my best friend who is blessed with a baby girl last week. Congratulations to that lovely couple and lot of kisses for baby girl too. 

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MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! 

Wish you all a Merry Christmas  and Happy new Year. 

Have a joyful holidays with your families and friends and let peace prosper in every heart on this land. 

Love & Peace!!! 

Emotional  Needs 

​What are the basic need of we humans? Food,  shelter and clothing right,  this is what we have been taught  and this is what we think too.  Now what do we humans do post completion  of this essential requirements,  where  do we set our eye after that? What do we humans aspire the most after our basic needs? 

Is it our physical needs,  emotional  needs or the comfort of our life? When we look around us,  study our society  and analyze our upbringing  in this world of ours we can say it very clearly that we have taken utmost care of our every requirements other than  the basic needs in a appropriate quantity,  except  our emotional requirements. 

The reason behind the problems of most of  educated and sophisticated  human beings, sorrow and unhappiness is the scarcity in his emotions. When we are angry,  why are we angry and on whom are we angry and for what reason??? This questions and their answers both are beyond the reach of most of us. But yes getting angry, frustrated,  pissed off on someone is so easy for us nowadays. We the privileged  people of the society today are pushing our self through this trauma which is really unnecessary and self devastating. 

When I call our self privileged one, I mean it, in fact I did that purposely because I do consider our  self  so. Most of us,  born as humans are not even able to get those basic need which we think are the must for us, and even then also they are surviving  and facing the struggle  every moment to their life. They have not been able to think beyond those basic needs,  forget everything else. 

 Life is beautiful,  we must never forget that and acknowledging it and making every moment count and living it fully without paying unnecessary  attention  to every other materialistic  aspect is the only way to fill our heart with gratitude and ambitions. Every emotion that rises in our heart, which turns our throat dry and sends cold shiver through our spine is worth expressing and feeling. We have to pay more attention to our senses,  and befriend  them because that is why we are blessed with them.  It is through them we have to see the world,  and acknowledge  its  beauty and vulnerability, forget the analytical and statistical way of gazing  at life and yes screw that practicality  funda.

Vishal Raut


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Sweet Infidelity!!! 

​Crumbled upon my heart are those feeling like a dry leaves,                          They keep me warm and awake in those dark chilly nights.                               Weather has changed and so have you, While leaving me,  you forgot to switch off the lights. 

I was there that day when you cheated on me,                                                                 Fresh in my hearts is that moment and sight.                                                                You had your issue and I had mine too, But you failed to bring up your act in our last fight. 

You should have told me about it my love,                                                            Hiding it from me you thought to deride. Faith and love, both you choose to shatter,                                                             And you kept our love and me, aside. 

VISHAL RAUT

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A Friend of Mine 

​A friend of mine, asked me, “How are you?” 

“Where had you been from such a long time?” 

“I asked for you,  every place I had known.”

“You my friend are hard to find.” 
Stunned by his questions,  I looked in his eyes. 

Took a fearless leap in his heart. 

Embraced the warmth of his concern. 

Then looked at him and begin to reply. 
“My lovely friend,  you don’t  remember  I think.” 

“My house is just round the corner from here. ” 

“For you and your success,  I gave up my all.”

“And you after that,  haven’t even given a call.” 
“My mother had given her blessings to you everyday.” 

“My wife thought of you as a brother.” 

“It’s our family you said to me everyday.” 

“And then you left us in  darkness with  no hope of light.” 
Blesses I am that,  I don’t have your greed. 

That black heart of yours, is full of evil creed. 

You and me were so same and different now,

Both sailing under the same currents. 

I love hope and have a belief, 

You have strength and your aim. 

I help other and suffer in pain, 

You don’t bother,  unless you have something to gain. 

I am alone and in misery, 

You have surplus, and still alone. 

You want me today around you for appreciation, 

I want you everyday, as a friend indeed. 

Vishal Raut 

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Future & Love

​I read a beautiful sentence in a novel, it said “ Future is what you have to earn.  If we don’t earn it we don’t have future at all.  And if we don’t earn it we don’t even deserve it, then we have to live in the present more or less forever,  or worse we have to live in the past.  That probably what love is-a way of earning  the future.”

I have read a lot about what love is and even wrote many times about love I felt, like love in my life, love in my dreams etc. But never I thought  about such a unique definition  of love. “Love is a way of earning the future.” 
Many times normal people like me take strength from their love to survive in this world.  Some hopeless people even blame their love for their fragile and pathetic life. They think that it was their love which holded them back when they wanted to take leap forward. They consider love as a weakness of their life. 

Love was never,  neither it will ever be a weakness for human being.  When I see the chaos around the entire world and when I start believing that truly world is falling apart.  An innocent smile on the face of a infant sitting in his mother lap aside me in a train drags me out from my nausea of pessimism and sun shines brightly on my forehead  once again burning my eyes and breeze of hope whispers in my heart tenderly. Love awakene me from my nightmare then and startles me. 

My future they say will be challenging and advanced.  The façade of our future is completely planned,  developed and surely admirable. Technology  has a role to play in every dimension of my future. What I see around me today,  what is today a part of my environment is not necessary will be present in  my future. Our needs,  plans and ambitions  all will be different  in our future. 

Apart from all these,  I am sure that energy required by every individual to take a leap in that future will be derived from love. Love for their family,  love for their parents,  love for the society,  all this abundant love will make them work hard,  dream high and sleep less. 

Yes I agree that love is the way to earn the future. Love which every human  heart prespire with every heart beat,  for every living being on this planet is solely going to be the designer of future. 

But remember never take love for granted.  It will react exactly the same way as our Mother Earth is reactingwhen we took her for granted. Today she is spitting all the venom of on us which we pumped for ages in her heart. 

So earn your future,  work hard and love tirelessly. I am sure our way for the future will brighten in front of our eyes like a glittering night runway. Follow it holding hand in hand with your love and your destiny will embrace you both till eternity. 

Vishal Raut

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​HAS IT EVER HAPPENED WITH YOU? 

Of all the moments that I have lived till now,  some of them have left a profound impression in my heart and have made me wonder that is it only me who has experienced such situation  or everyone goes through them? I don’t have an answer for it so I am going to share them with you and you guys can let me know that has it ever happened with you?


1. This happened with me when I was in a beautiful town in Italy called La Spezia for about 6 months on a official visit.  I had some colleagues of mine staying with me. This seashore town was senically  beautiful and silent like a typical European town. It had a lovely  beach which was the highlight of the town.  The whole night life was around this beach. On one Sunday it started raining cats and dogs from morning.  We had to stay in our rooms.  The rain made the town go numb.  Staying in my room with nothing to do made me restless and lonely. I started missing my family and friends,  it had been a long time away from them. After lunch I could not stop myself, so I wore my rain jacket and plugged in my earphone of my mp3 player and went out on the beach. 

The beach was  completely abandoned,  I took a shelter behind a rock and sat there watching the sea in that pouring rain. I was silent,  had no one to talk with and had nothing to think about. All I did was,  to watch the drenched sea and listen the music playing in my ears. My all attention was devoted to this two activities  and both of them where blessing me with utmost joy and pleasure. 

I had around 300 songs in it and the player was playing in a shuffle mode,  and every song that was played by the player was like a divine intervention  to me. Every songs matched my mood and thoughts,  every song filled  my heart with joy and happiness in that pouring rain.

It was as if someone was selecting the songs for me,  someone who knew me as I know myself,  someone who knew that rain is so nostalgic and overwhelming for me. 

That moment,  that rain,  that silence is what I needed the most at that very moment. I could have asked nothing else than what I got then. 

Destiny at some moment becomes so generous on us. 

Has it ever happened with you????



2. This incident that I am going to share with you has not happened with me,  but with someone whom I know very well. When it was told to me,  I was amazed by the accuracy and hand of luck in it. This friend of mine was very weak in his language  subject especially  English. He could hardly score passing marks in it. So he was appearing in his final exams of English and if he fails in this one he was going to loose his whole year. I tried and help him as much as I can. 

So after exams he was not so happy at all,  in fact he never thought  he would clear this exam. 

At last when result was announced,  my friend cleared his English subject with pretty good marks which  was shocking to me. I asked him did he copied someone else paper? he said no. 

Later on after lot of persuasion he told me that the one of th topic on whom composition/essay was to be written was the same which he by hearted  word by word. 

I was so thrilled by his good luck,  and wondered is it really possible.  A essay book having essays in it on about 150 topics,  of which this guy chooses randomly any one and that very same subject came in his exam. How the hell is this possible? 

The most shocking thing to me was that even after writing such a typical essay where he had  possibly scored maximum marks,  this guy was still worried in his holidays. 

Has it ever happened with you????

Last but not the least one. 

3. Once again I am gonna take you to my school days. I was in my 8 th std  then and a friend of mine who was a known prankster once took me on a school terrace just prior the morning assembly/prayer. I missed my morning assembly that day but watched it entirely from the terrace hiding behind a wall. It looked so systematic and perfect to me.  Every student standing in straight row,  prayer said in perfect chorus and teachers  ensuring everything. 

Next day that friend of mine did not took me and I was not having the guts to go on my own. Watching assembly from the school terrace allure  me and I wanted to be there once more and feel it. So I somehow convinced my best friend to come with me next morning. Now this friend of mine was in a good books with every teacher. So next day we waited till the class became empty and then we went on the terrace.  Even he was thrilled and happy at that moment and I was in my own bliss enjoying it thoroughly. 
Have a look at the irony of the life,  mostly when humans are  at the peak of their happiness, they start getting afraid. They are afraid because they know that this happiness is not permanent in their life, they are afraid that they will loose all this very soon and they know for sure  that something bad is waiting for them.  I too was feeling the same,  I too was afraid but the thrill kept me there till the end. 

When we were  returning back to our class,  there he was, my nightmare,  the deadliest guy of the staff caught us red handed  in our crime. What happened later with both of us is beyond imagination and personal too. 

Has it ever happened with you????

This are some of my experiences which I am sharing it with  you. I still don’t  know,  what to learn from them,  or maybe there is nothing to learn from them at all. Today maybe in this informative world we have become too cynical with whatever is happening with us. Analysis and conclusion has suddenly become a necessity for us. 

I am not going to do that in all this experiences,  on the contrary I am going to enjoy them and cherish them for lifetime. 

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