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​Do you start your write up with a title or think of the appropriate title post completing it. The latter one suits me. 

When I pickup my pen and stare on a blank page, I generally have no idea what I am going to write about.  Yes sometime, in fact very few time,  I feel a sudden eruption of thoughts, unrestlessens and anxiety fills my heart an urges me to write, which after completion of my writing tends to subside. I feel relieved and lighter post completion. Though this happens quiet a few time with me, most of the time I am just staring at the blank page and pondering on what to write. 

Inspiration, muse are not gifted to everyone.  Some search for it within them,  some search it around them and some are gifted to have them forever. I am,  for sure that, I am not at all the gifted one. In fact I have to search it every time,  around, inside, everywhere 24*7. Most of the time the endeavor to seek my inspiration  goes on for days and months. 

You guys might be wondering, that why am I sharing this with you all? What is, so interesting  in it? Nothing  is special in my writing and I know that very well. But I will surely love to keep on writing for myself.  An amateur learner within me will surely want to master all the traits of writing and is willing to go through the extreme hardship to accomplish myself as the one who is capable to express every emotions of human life on this challenging blank page. 

This blank page, of which I am frightened of from last few days,  who stares me and questions my every words and thoughts, need to filled up to its brim with ink of my pen, and make him destroy the enemity dwelling  between us. 

Blank page must be the reason for my writing and a companion in my journey,  who will share everything with me. Nothing is surreptitious  between us.  This journey is surreal,  so don’t ever betray me, my friend. 
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Right Time 

When in my arms you were in a deep slumber, 

When our breath lingered with each other merrily. 

I thought,  I should tell you then, 

But maybe that was not the right time. 

I STOOD AND LISTEN 

On a hot afternoon , I sat beneath a tree for a while,
Wondering where actually, I lost my smile.

Tall and erect  stood that mountain, ahead me with pride,

And wind embraced him with deep passion as his new bride.
He laughs on me and, teases me and my kind.

Deep green valley witnessing this, never minds.

“You human beings are so weak  and cripple” he says.

“Running away from yourself every time when you tripple” he says.
” You need us when you are lost”

“But never ever have you understood how much true love cost??”

True love hummn, I smirked on him and thought

What a time, even this mountain is thinking  I never fought.
I wanted to yell back at him so loud.

That even would have shivered his lingering cloud.

And say “You my friend don’t  judge me and my kind”.

“We can tame you and deprive energy from your lovely wind.”
His strength  and his valour are admirable.

But we humans are for sure most adaptable.

I did every argument  in my mind, but said nothing.

I stood in front of him and listened  everything silently,  nodding.

I wrote this with only one thing in mind , that is, every time we human in this today modern world are striving  to convince  our point or to win every argument of a day. This struggle  of us is unnecessary and unworthy  but still  we do it for the sake of it. Unknowingly  it has become our habit. 

Sometimes  we must be silent and listen  to everything  that is happening  around us. 

Stay awake and listen to everyone. It is fun to listen and understand  someone else prespective.

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Happy New Year!!! 

So what is it? What do you want from me? Why are you making me go through this? When are you going to finish it with me? When is my agony and pain going to end? 

With so many questions in my heart,  I am going to end my year. For whom are this questions? Why are they so negative? No I don’t want to carry a hangover of my immoral deeds and  negative shadows hanging on my ankle and enter in coming  year. 

To be frank not much is going to change in this coming year,  within me,  with me and broadly speaking with the whole world also. 

This year ends and a new year starts, so let’s start fresh with new dreams,  resolutions  and ambitions – this all is a saga of time defined and described by humans, divided in years to make it countable to record history and major events in it. 

But the truth is our universe is completely unaware of it.  It has it’s own clock in which  this one year of mankind – 365 torturous, joyful and adventurous  days is just a mere speck on his timeline.

 So a major change to happen in our world will ultimately  require more than a year. In fact changes are happening now and it is so slow and gradual that we mankind are completely  unaware of it. The outcome of this changes on our world will be faced by generations to come and many years from now. 

But till then, like a typical human,  I am also completely engrossed in my gone year problems and asking my life,   when is she going to finish playing with me? And enrich me with its beauty and guide me to my destiny. 

I hope in this coming year she does that with me and I hope with everyone  around me too. What I am asking from my life is not so much at all,  because if our world is a small speck in our universe then how tiny our life might be in this universe and how micro our wishes may be. 

So let’s embrace our life  in this coming year with no questions,  blame and anger, on the contrary  embrace her with happiness,  innocence and love. 

Wish you all a very happy new year all my fellow bloggers and I will pray for you all. Let love and peace reside and blossom in every mankind heart in this coming year. 

Amen. 

 

You and  Me 

You are there,  yes you are there in me, first you where in my heart,  now in my womb. 

You are the one with whom I share my heart, you maybe the only one visiting my tomb. 

You and me share heartbeat and soul,  you and me feed together for each other. 

You and me are under  the divine grace,  you and me will be taken care forever by your father. 

Your twirls,  everyday are getting faster within,  kicks of your are mine most pleasurable  pain. 

You are safe my love have no worries, very soon you will be ours most treasured gain. 

This one is for my best friend who is blessed with a baby girl last week. Congratulations to that lovely couple and lot of kisses for baby girl too. 

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MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! 

Wish you all a Merry Christmas  and Happy new Year. 

Have a joyful holidays with your families and friends and let peace prosper in every heart on this land. 

Love & Peace!!! 

Emotional  Needs 

​What are the basic need of we humans? Food,  shelter and clothing right,  this is what we have been taught  and this is what we think too.  Now what do we humans do post completion  of this essential requirements,  where  do we set our eye after that? What do we humans aspire the most after our basic needs? 

Is it our physical needs,  emotional  needs or the comfort of our life? When we look around us,  study our society  and analyze our upbringing  in this world of ours we can say it very clearly that we have taken utmost care of our every requirements other than  the basic needs in a appropriate quantity,  except  our emotional requirements. 

The reason behind the problems of most of  educated and sophisticated  human beings, sorrow and unhappiness is the scarcity in his emotions. When we are angry,  why are we angry and on whom are we angry and for what reason??? This questions and their answers both are beyond the reach of most of us. But yes getting angry, frustrated,  pissed off on someone is so easy for us nowadays. We the privileged  people of the society today are pushing our self through this trauma which is really unnecessary and self devastating. 

When I call our self privileged one, I mean it, in fact I did that purposely because I do consider our  self  so. Most of us,  born as humans are not even able to get those basic need which we think are the must for us, and even then also they are surviving  and facing the struggle  every moment to their life. They have not been able to think beyond those basic needs,  forget everything else. 

 Life is beautiful,  we must never forget that and acknowledging it and making every moment count and living it fully without paying unnecessary  attention  to every other materialistic  aspect is the only way to fill our heart with gratitude and ambitions. Every emotion that rises in our heart, which turns our throat dry and sends cold shiver through our spine is worth expressing and feeling. We have to pay more attention to our senses,  and befriend  them because that is why we are blessed with them.  It is through them we have to see the world,  and acknowledge  its  beauty and vulnerability, forget the analytical and statistical way of gazing  at life and yes screw that practicality  funda.

Vishal Raut


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Sweet Infidelity!!! 

​Crumbled upon my heart are those feeling like a dry leaves,                          They keep me warm and awake in those dark chilly nights.                               Weather has changed and so have you, While leaving me,  you forgot to switch off the lights. 

I was there that day when you cheated on me,                                                                 Fresh in my hearts is that moment and sight.                                                                You had your issue and I had mine too, But you failed to bring up your act in our last fight. 

You should have told me about it my love,                                                            Hiding it from me you thought to deride. Faith and love, both you choose to shatter,                                                             And you kept our love and me, aside. 

VISHAL RAUT

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